it's not so easy for me to be a romantic

i was thinking, for me it's better i don't romanticize things as much anymore

i was suffering so much all the time

 i still have lots of dreams, but they're not in regard to my love life

it doesn't make me sad, it's just the way it is

is that why you're in a relationship with somebody who's never around?

yes, obviously i can't deal with a day-to-day life of a relationship

we have this exciting time together and then he leaves, and i miss him

but at least i'm not dying inside

when someone is always around me, i'm like suffocating

oh no wait... you just said that you need to love and be loved

yeah, but when i do, it quickly makes me nauseous.

it's a disaster

i mean i'm really happy only when i'm on my own

it's not so easy for me to be a romantic

before sunset 2004

+true story somehow